A walk in the dark looking for something
Looking for you, my long lost love
I see you in my thoughts in the shadows,
My strength my sorrow, loneliness surrounds
My existence without you ,so obsolete
A sign to let me know you are there
Watching waiting ready to guide,
A foreboding feeling washes my soul
Emptiness never to be filled, a melancholy
Plagues my heart, don’t want to walk this life alone
Without you by my side
I look to the night sky; a shooting star appears
some say A fallen angel on there way to earth;
Maybe a sign; maybe you came back
A moment of joy a happy thought breaks the cloud
I see your face you hand reaching out, I feel your touch
Soothing , I feel serenity as once before, when we walked
Hand in hand
I will never get over you , my heart eternally yours.
To live without you makes my life so obscure,
I walk to the place where we once stood before
I feel you all around me, alone I feel no more
never the same
Born into this life in hindsight not to be
Different; but to live a life in a way that
I choose; to embrace the alternative never
To conform; never a stereotype but
Categorised just the same
A strong belief; the music I like ;
The clothes I wear ;the way I live;
I may look the same even act the same,
My thoughts cant be read my soul cant be
Seen , so many looks goth, thug, scruff,
And even a mug !
My style may change as does appearance
Age, but my mind and heart always remain the
Same, forever me and only me; think you know
Me well look again!, the cover on this book
May be like others but the chapters change
Verse by verse from page to page
A mixed up world opinions always change
But mine always the same, vast and many
Learning every day; I may be silent never
Giving much away, looking for an understanding
As I watch there views join in to one like sheep to hay
To remain an individual these days can be so hard ,
So maybe its lucky that people surmise, that I may
Be the same as them not worth confronting, try to
Convert thrust there thoughts upon me, make me conform
Well this is my form from the day I was born never
To falter but to forever grow strong, knowledge and wisdom
I hope to achieve, but knowing to remain true to myself
never to be vain
